Crazy

You call me crazy
You call me a child
You even sit and tell me how stupid I'm being
For feelings I can barely see

You strain and try
You push and pull
You even smile and pretend it'll all be okay
Because you won't let it take over

You hide and focus
You hold back pain
You even shrug and let it fade away
Because you're so afraid

I tell you feelings
I tell you plans
I even cry and tell you about pain inside
For love has taken over

You talk of leaving
You tell of plans
You even stare and tell me of your side ideas
For a girl you knew

I cry and fail
I fall and die
I even lied and acted excited for you
Just to hide