Confused

Why is that I can't be myself when I am around you?
Why is that I get afraid to be close to you?
Am I afraid that you will hurt me...
Is it because you're just too different than the rest...
Why can't I control my feelings for you?
Why can't I hold back my emotions from you?
Am I just being cautious not to get hurt again...
Is it because of the brightness in your eyes...
Why do you force my inner self to be released?
Why do your words attack my inner thoughts?
Am I wanting you to take me into your arms...
Is it because I want you to love you like you love me....
What is it that I am "Confused" about!