Chapter 3: My So-Called Boyfriend

The rain had stopped and there were puddles on the ground. On that still gray day, I left the school campus to meet my boyfriend. We were meeting in an alley near 46th street. I listened to my IPod while walking to the place. When I got there, he was leaning on the brick wall with his hands in his pockets. His golden blond hair, kind of bobbed and his bangs to swept the side, almost covering his dark blue eyes.
"Hey baby, I knew you would come," he said.
"Hey," I replied back
He gave me a kiss, his lips were so soft against mine. He grabbed me from the hips and pulled me deeper into the alley. We got to this one part in the alley where this tiny staircase was, the lime green light hanged over it and shined onto the staircase. He sat on the second to last step; he patted his lap which meant I should sit. I sat on his lap, waiting for what he wanted me to do.

"Baby did you have your shot yet?" he asked
"No."
You may think this is a shot for the flu or that you get from the clinic, but no it was heroin. His hand shuffled in his pocket and got out the needle.
"Crap, I forgot the cocaine." He said
"For what?"
He looked at me with piercing eyes..... I shouldn't have said what I did.
"What the hell else would I bring cocaine, so we can sniff it."
"Oh, yeah" I said my eyes looking toward the concrete of the alley. I sank back down, I pulled my sleeve up and all the scars from my cuts showed.
"Ready baby?" he asked.
"Yeah, whatever"

He held the needle close to my skin near one of my scars. He injected the needle as well as the drug in it; I flinched as I felt the sharp pinch.
"Hold still!" he yelled at me
"I'm sorry Chad." Chad that was his name, the guy who gave me heroin and didn't even care, all he wants is to have sex with me, I was like one of his hoes. Once he was done I pulled my sleeve down.
"Get up" Chad said and pushed me off him
I went toward the wall and watched as Chad injected the heroin to himself. After he did his drugs he came over to me, he put his on either side of me, his hands on the brick walls. He came closer his face inches away from mine, his breath felt hot against my face.
"Ready? It's time" Chad said to me

My heart started pounding fast as if it couldn't contain itself in my chest. He leaned in our lips touched, next thing I knew we were making out. His grabbed my hips, our lips touching another.
"Baby are you scared?" Chad asked
"No" I said but the truth is that I am, I've never been through this before. His hands went up my body, he ran his fingers through my hair then he moved his hands on my breast, his tongue slowly going in my mouth. My breathing suddenly got heavier and my heart was pounding, my chest felt like it was about to rip.
"Tired already?" He asked
Very slowly he lowered his hands to my hips, and then he started unzipping my jeans. 'I can't do this' I said to myself. I started to push, my hands against his chest but his weight was so heavy. I shoved Chad off me using all of my strength and started to run. I felt a hand grab my wrist just when I thought I was free.

"Where do you think you're going?" Chad said pulling me in, inches away from his face. He was horny and angry.
"I'm going somewhere other than here" I said firmly.
"No you're not, you're gonna stay here and have sex with me"
He unzipped his pants and started taking off my shirt, I screamed and pushed Chad off me and ran.