Caught in my Mind

I wonder...
If I'm too unforgiving.
I blunder...
Through another misgiving.
I plunder...
All the thoughts in my head.
I thunder...
To the damned and the dead.

I wonder...
Just what comes next.
I blunder...
As I read through the text.
I plunder...
My position to others.
I thunder...
To my friends, my brothers.

I wonder...
What I should do.
I blunder...
With all the things I go through.
I plunder...
With my hatred and anger.
I thunder...
That there is danger.

I wonder...
Why am I thinking.
I blunder...
When I feel myself sinking.
I plunder...
All of my doubt.
I thunder...
That I'm just fine without.