Catastrophe

Is this world that I see in front of me truly reality?
How can it be?
So much evil, so many absurdities, so little joy.
My soul is tormented and shattered like a toy.
My brain has quickly gone insane, reason burning away faster than flame.
I see the hell in life as a deadly strife.
I find myself no longer caring, the demons no longer scaring.
The pain still flaring, but dulled from time.
I still can not feel the light shine.
That's alright I love the dark, where light can give no spark.
I will wander and suffer through this living tragedy,
continually fighting this evil catastrophe called Life.