Can't Feel Pain Anymore

I can't feel happy anymore
the days are done
After you left me
I stopped caring

I think only about death
only the graves
Already picking out a coffin
Waiting for the day

I scan the kitchen
looking for the blade
that could end my life
I wait till no one is around

Just waiting for life to end
the world to stop spinning
The lights go out
and for me to stop breathing.