Breaking

I think I’m perfect but I’m really not
I hide so much but I feel so free
Everything I do in my life is for a reason
Nobody realizes what I hide
No one knows what I know

I try so hard not to open my arms
I try so hard not to open my heart
My heart is a weight on my body
My body will forever be with you
But my soul and spirit will go and come

Everything that happens has a meaning
I think I know everything
But I really don’t know much
Life would come and take you by awe
You see me at different angles

Different days
Different moods
Different feelings
No one knows how bad I want to express
No words are there and no sounds are near

I try so hard to let you know
But you just aren’t there
I’m Breaking