Breaking Free Chapter One
This is a trial. Please let me know what you think should I keep going?
The suns golden rays fell across my eyes and pulled me out of my nightmare. Its always the same. Jay reaches for me and grabs my wrists so hard they bruise. He pulls me towards the kitchen and pushes me into a chair "Jay! Stop!!! I'm sorry I plead". He grabs a knife off the counter and plunges it deep in my flesh. "you can never tell!!!" he shouts. "I am your boyfriend and you love only me!". That's always when I wake up.
I get up and dress for school. I put on a red low cut shirt and a skirt that barely covers my butt because that's how Jay likes it. Half an hour later I'm in jays truck on our way to school.
"you look so.... Old" he said rudely "do you think I want to be seen with someone with bags under their eyes?"
"no" I said weakly.
He reached over and grabbed my hand lacing his fingers with mine. "I guess ill deal with it today but really you should get some makeup to cover that"
His words struck me hard but I didn't cry because that would just make him mad.
We got to school and went to class. I have 1, 2 , and 5th hour with Jay so we spent the majority of the day together. My 6th hour I share with my best friend kyla so we chatted about her newly dyed blond hair. My brown hair and how I should dye it red. And about her boyfriend rob.
After school I met up with Jay and he took me home. He pulled into my driveway and as I reached for the door he grabbed my arm "wait Lilly. Look the parties tonight and I want you to look good. Put makeup on your eyes and wear this" he reached over and handed me a bag. I took it and said "thanks Jay. You're so sweet." I went for the door handle again but the door was locked. I looked at jays big brown eyes and knew he wasn't don't yet. He reached over and pulled me to him and kissed me parting my lips with his tongue he made the kiss deeper and he slid one hand up the back of my shirt and the other he rubbed my thigh. I pulled back "Jay! I said no.
We aren't going to have sex till I'm ready". I pushed his hand off my leg and went for the door. "you're so... Ugh" he unlocked the door and reminded me to wear whatever was in the bag. I took the bag to my room and looked inside. There was a red dress that was cut way too low and a slit that went all the way up my leg. Below that was a black lace bra and underwear that said sexy on the back. I threw them in the floor and opened the letter attached to the dress.
Lilly babe. You love me right. Show me. Tonight at the party wear this for me and show me how much you love me.
- Jay.
I took a shower put on the clothes he bought me and did my hair in curls. Tonight would be the night he got his way or I would get more bruises.
I get up and dress for school. I put on a red low cut shirt and a skirt that barely covers my butt because that's how Jay likes it. Half an hour later I'm in jays truck on our way to school.
"you look so.... Old" he said rudely "do you think I want to be seen with someone with bags under their eyes?"
"no" I said weakly.
He reached over and grabbed my hand lacing his fingers with mine. "I guess ill deal with it today but really you should get some makeup to cover that"
His words struck me hard but I didn't cry because that would just make him mad.
We got to school and went to class. I have 1, 2 , and 5th hour with Jay so we spent the majority of the day together. My 6th hour I share with my best friend kyla so we chatted about her newly dyed blond hair. My brown hair and how I should dye it red. And about her boyfriend rob.
After school I met up with Jay and he took me home. He pulled into my driveway and as I reached for the door he grabbed my arm "wait Lilly. Look the parties tonight and I want you to look good. Put makeup on your eyes and wear this" he reached over and handed me a bag. I took it and said "thanks Jay. You're so sweet." I went for the door handle again but the door was locked. I looked at jays big brown eyes and knew he wasn't don't yet. He reached over and pulled me to him and kissed me parting my lips with his tongue he made the kiss deeper and he slid one hand up the back of my shirt and the other he rubbed my thigh. I pulled back "Jay! I said no.
We aren't going to have sex till I'm ready". I pushed his hand off my leg and went for the door. "you're so... Ugh" he unlocked the door and reminded me to wear whatever was in the bag. I took the bag to my room and looked inside. There was a red dress that was cut way too low and a slit that went all the way up my leg. Below that was a black lace bra and underwear that said sexy on the back. I threw them in the floor and opened the letter attached to the dress.
Lilly babe. You love me right. Show me. Tonight at the party wear this for me and show me how much you love me.
- Jay.
I took a shower put on the clothes he bought me and did my hair in curls. Tonight would be the night he got his way or I would get more bruises.
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