Black as Death...

Everyday I go to school dreading I was somewhere else,
Because everywhere I turn a black shadow is waiting for me.
I try to run, hide away, slit my writs why won’t the pain just go away,
I sit at my desk stamping the pen into my hand because I know it’s there
Waiting watching wanting me wanting to come...
As I run to the bathroom knowing that it is there behind I take out the knife I try to stop
It just keeps telling me to
It wants me too
Help me, save me!!!
No one can hear me
As the blood pours out.. I fall to the floor
The shadow comes it won
I lost
I tried...!!
I'm sorry it's over all gone who cares no one will miss me
No one will weep for me so who cares.......
It’s all over goes all black as death....