Bella Bryson and Baby 11 Part 2
Well everyone. To all who read thank you. to all who waited for this. thank you to all those people who felt like I'm never coming back..I'm sorry, but I hope this is worth your while. Thank you to all who read, it means a lot, review, and I might make a sequel only if you want me to though.
Bella's P.O.V
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Today, it's all going to begin, the next 18 years. The ending of my teenage years, and the beginning of adult hood, motherhood. Being in the hospital with Declan and Annabelle. Was like the ending of my teen years. Because I'm a mom now. I mean my mom was there to help, the nurses, Bryson's parents. Then myself. so it was easier, no I'm leaving to do this only with my mom,dad and myself. But my plans are to move, move away so I won't frustrate my parents. I don't need them to suffer because of me and my kids.
Bryson, He's called once, yesterday, to ask how the first 2 days had been with them. I told him, things were hard, hard not like wow this is a tough question type hard tough like, exhausting, irritating when you can't sleep, tough like I want to give up sometimes. but it's what I chose, I had my chances to give this up for an easy life, but how could I get rid of something I don't even know but love so much. I couldn't it wasn't possible. Bryson apologized that it was hard for me. That he wishes things could be different, like maybe we were married, and 25 instead of 17 and ex-high school sweethearts. I told him that there's nothing different about us then the fact our age is wrong and we don't wear rings, that I knew he still loved me but yet because of them we couldn't mesh like we used to. He laughed at that.
"Ya Bells. Maybe, maybe I could do that. For you. I mean I understand why you did what you did, my mom was the same way when she got pregnant with me. I mean she was 22 and single, her and my dad weren't married it's kinda the same I guess." He had told me. He sounded like he was ready in a way.
"Do you think you'll come back?" I asked quietly afraid for his answer.
"Sure, I think I'm ready now, for you and them" He replied all to quickly, I knew I shouldn't be doing this, letting him come back, into me when he left me 2 months pregnant treated me like crap and now, he's ready to be a dad and my boyfriend.
More later.
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Today, it's all going to begin, the next 18 years. The ending of my teenage years, and the beginning of adult hood, motherhood. Being in the hospital with Declan and Annabelle. Was like the ending of my teen years. Because I'm a mom now. I mean my mom was there to help, the nurses, Bryson's parents. Then myself. so it was easier, no I'm leaving to do this only with my mom,dad and myself. But my plans are to move, move away so I won't frustrate my parents. I don't need them to suffer because of me and my kids.
Bryson, He's called once, yesterday, to ask how the first 2 days had been with them. I told him, things were hard, hard not like wow this is a tough question type hard tough like, exhausting, irritating when you can't sleep, tough like I want to give up sometimes. but it's what I chose, I had my chances to give this up for an easy life, but how could I get rid of something I don't even know but love so much. I couldn't it wasn't possible. Bryson apologized that it was hard for me. That he wishes things could be different, like maybe we were married, and 25 instead of 17 and ex-high school sweethearts. I told him that there's nothing different about us then the fact our age is wrong and we don't wear rings, that I knew he still loved me but yet because of them we couldn't mesh like we used to. He laughed at that.
"Ya Bells. Maybe, maybe I could do that. For you. I mean I understand why you did what you did, my mom was the same way when she got pregnant with me. I mean she was 22 and single, her and my dad weren't married it's kinda the same I guess." He had told me. He sounded like he was ready in a way.
"Do you think you'll come back?" I asked quietly afraid for his answer.
"Sure, I think I'm ready now, for you and them" He replied all to quickly, I knew I shouldn't be doing this, letting him come back, into me when he left me 2 months pregnant treated me like crap and now, he's ready to be a dad and my boyfriend.
More later.
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