Bang!

Look me in the eyes
tell me everything you say
isn't infiltrated with lies.
I don't believe you anymore
No longer trust
But believing in myself
is most definitely a must.
I've tried to walk away
to leave you in my past
but even if I try
it will never last.
Just like us
and the things we used to be
treating me wonderfully
in front of your family.
But when their gone
that's when you turn your back
pretend you don't see me tell me I'm shit
Is that a fact?
But you tell me I'm yours
and that there's no going back
and whenever I try I get what you say I deserve...
a slap.
BAM right across the face
and my body goes unyielding
and I go numb...
cold and without feeling.
I know I need to leave
but How?
where do I go when I leave and when?
Now?
You say it's the last time
that you'll lay a hand on me
but than you turn around
and do the same God damn thing.
But you know what?
It's all over.
As I hold the gun to my chest
I erase all my memories of you.
Erase your face,
your fists,
my blood on your hands.
It's all over.
BANG.
That's where my story ends.