Back To Love - Chapter 18 Heart Broken

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*Stella

So yeah. Maybe I over thought things and rushed into things with Connor... but right now... I just wanted some way to try to get over the fact that Chad... You know.
And maybe it'll get him to think that I'm happily in a relationship with Connor and move on. Shit. I so did not want to lose my friendship with Chad. It's going to be really awkward between us now.
Far out! Why now?!
I was in the back seat of the taxi, on my way back home. Connor offered to give me a ride but I insisted that I ride home in a cab. I needed the time to think to myself. Thinking about it although is making me feel confused and stupid. I couldn't help but sigh. The thought of it kept racing around my mind and I just wanted it all to go away and let me be. Why couldn't things just be simple?
Young girl meets her true love, falls in love with him, has a future together and lives happily ever after.

But apparently, that's just too much to ask for.
The taxi stopped at where I normally tell taxis to stop... as I would've mentioned before. Cautions are important. Well, at least to me they were.
I walked with my hands in the back pockets of my blue skinny jeans. I still had the same thoughts in my head and wondered how many other people had the same thought repeatedly. Probably not many. Either that, or I stand alone in that area and need a lot of therapy.
I stepped onto the lawn looking down in depression. I walked on our footpath at the front of our house and looked up to my house. My feet stopped. So did my heart.
"Chad." I said shocked that he was at my house. "What are you doing here?" I asked a little annoyed. He walked towards me but stopped not too far away from me.
"Stella... we need to talk about this." He said sternly with his deep voice.
"We could've talked about it over the phone, you know?" I said defensively folding my arms.

"We both know that talking about it over the phone wouldn't be a good idea." He argued back. I sighed.
"Fine. How long have you..." I couldn't finish.
"The night that I met up with you at the park with Casey." He told me. I had a flashback of the night and remembered what had happened.
"You couldn't possibly love me. I-I... You don't-" I tried to argue but it just came out as hesitance.
"Why wouldn't I?" He asked me with a confused look on his face.

"Chad. You don't love me. You just think that you love me. The sooner you realize it... the better." I said firmly before taking a few steps past him. He quickly grabbed my hand and squeezed on it. Gently though. A jolt went through my body and I jumped a little.
"See? You feel the magic between us." Chad whispered. My eyes were starting to get teary but I fought it and was able to hold the tears from running down my cheek. I let go of his hand and turned to face him.
"I don't know what reaction I get when I'm with you... all I know is that, it's not love and it doesn't matter if it is. I'm with Connor now."
"What? I thought you said-" Chad started off sadly but I cut him off coldly.
"Yeah, well, I changed my mind. I think you should change your mind as well Chad. It'll be a win-win for the both of us." I quickly ran into my house and shut the door.

*Chad

It was like being stabbed in the chest with a sharp icicle... painful and cold.
She had said yes to Connor asking her to be his girlfriend. How could she? Straight after I confessed my love for her? Did she... love him?
"Shit!" I cursed out loud whilst grabbing onto locks of hair and the back of my head in stress. I dragged my feet slowly along the ground as I went next door and entered my house.
"Honey, you ok?!" My mum yelled out to me worriedly as I slumped up the stairs and sighed before entering my room. I slammed the door after I was inside my bedroom.
I collapsed onto my bed in stress.
Knock knock.
I looked over to my bedroom door with disgust and sighed,
"Who is it?"

"It's me. Casey." She called back. I sat up and sighed again,
"Come in." She opened the door and slowly walked in. She shut the door behind her quietly and gently.
"Chad. What's wrong?" She asked worriedly before sitting next to me on my bed.
"I told her how I feel about her." I informed her.
"Didn't go well... did it?" She guessed. I nodded. She then grimaced.
"Why not?" She asked curiously.
"She has a boyfriend." As I told her that... I realized there was more than one answer... I just didn't know what other possible reasons there were.
"Please don't tell me it's Connor." She said.
"Something I was hoping for as well... but looks like life is full of disappointments." I shrugged gloomily. She rested her head on my shoulder.
"I'm so sorry little bro. What are you going to do?" She asked me. Well, there were a lot of thing that I could do...
"I don't know." 'Cause out of those many things to do... I didn't know which one to choose.

*Stella

I paced back and forth of my bedroom whilst biting my lips. I was full of wonder and it stayed like that through my shower, getting dry, putting my pajamas on, brushing my teeth and when I went to sleep. Well, when I tried to go to sleep. I tossed and turned that night. Not good.

W E D N E S D A Y

"I think that you two should stop ignoring each other." Sandy said, upset. I don't know how many times that she has said that today. We were at the local mall looking for cute outfits to wear to the party that Connor invited me to. He said that I can bring Sandy and Josh. Apparently, the guy that is holding party is allowing friend's friends come along as well. Something about,
"The more, the merrier."
Well anyway, Sandy has been tugging at me on the whole Chad situation. I just wanted to forget all about it and focus on something else for the meanwhile. Sandy, being Sandy... wants to solve everything and won't stop talking about it. So basically, she's not really helping.
"Sandy!" I shout, getting her attention by gripping onto her shoulders with my hands. "We came to buy clothes for the party... not to hear you going on like Opera or Jerry Springer, ok?" She nodded. I sighed.
"Good. Now let's go check that store out... has your name written all over it." I smiled at Sandy before dragging her in.

After what seemed like ages... We found the perfect outfits and both agreed that we should get something to eat.
""I'm going to get a kebab." Sandy said after trying to figure out what she was going to eat. We were in the food court. She meant the kebab like a wrap though... not the one with the skewer.
"I know for a fact that you're getting sushi." Sandy laughed. She knew me too well.
"Yep." I smiled. We then agreed that we would meet up at a particular area in the mall afterwards so that we would know where to meet up with each other afterwards.

I stood in the queue at the sushi store at the mall and waited to be served. It wasn't too long a line... but I still had to wait for quite some time. I suddenly felt arms wrap around my waist.
"Hello gorgeous." Was what was whispered into my ear. I turned to see Connor smirking. I turned around after he had let go of my waist and smiled.
"Hey Connor." I then reached up and gave him a quick, but caring kiss on his lips. "What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Getting ready for Saturday. Same as you?" He asks looking down at a bag that I got from the store. I nodded with a smile. Looks like we were both prepared.
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Sorry, It's Short .. But I Am Pretty Tired And Weak At The Moment. It's Twelve At Night And I Had A Pretty Long Day And Will Most Likely Have A Long One Tomorrow. I Hope That You Like This Chapter And I Apologize For Any Mistakes ... Can't Really Be Bothered To Edit. Night! Love You All! xx.