Autumn Winds of Sorrow
Do you feel doing that? I was filled with anger and sadness, guess I'm going through a depression once again... Maybe someone feel the same.
It’s warming, giving me some comfort
In all the hurt and sadness
It tells me not to give in
"You're stronger than that!"
I ignore it and keep on walking
Along the beach with my head down.
An inner voice is now replacing the winds
Warming words telling me, I’m nothing
I freeze for a moment
"What have you done in this life?
You’re not good for anything...
You can’t even manage to keep love alive;
You’re a pathetic human being
A big mistake"
As much as I want to believe it isn’t true
I get dragged down by it...
Takes over me slowly, brings me to my knees
I tighten my fists with anger and pain
Tears starts to fill my eyes
I can’t keep it inside anymore
Then I scream
Why!? Why me?
I want to feel happiness like everyone else!
Every time I’m near the feeling, it runs away from me
Am I really that bad?
How am I supposed to get through life
When everything escapes me!?
I’m trying my best in everything I do but yet fail
Like always...
I'm so confused...
I fall down to the ground
Now can feel the cold wet sand against my cheek
Slowly I close my eyes
And wish I could disappear along with the autumn winds...
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