Ashley

You were there for me when I was born, fed me, changed me,
And helped me take my first steps.
You were there for me when I was torn, helped me,
And put me back in check.

My hero, my idol my number one fan.
My favorite big sister, we were hand in hand,
You never left my side, and held me when I cried.
As the years went by, you were still by my side,
You always made me smile and knew just what to say,
When I was broken down and had a bad day,

My hero, my idol my number one fan.
My favorite big sister, we were hand in hand,
But before I knew it, I turned and you weren't there,
You left me for your boyfriend and I wondered if you cared,

Why did you lie and turn your back on me,
I was positive that our friendship had a longer guarantee.

Times have changed you into something, I don't know,
And I wondered where my sister went and why she had to go.

When have friendships been more at their end,
I'm giving up, I'm letting go, of my sister and my friend

You have two, soon to be 3 beautiful babies that needs you just as me,
Why do you let your guard down, why can't you see?
Your hurting everyone who loves you,
Especially me,
With ever needle, with every pill.
When your high and when you sit very still.

It kills me inside to see,
The beautiful young woman you used to be.
On top of the world,
As strong as can be,
But now so weak and falling to your knees.

All the makeup in the world,
Can never cover all the scars,
Emotional or physical
You chose to play those cards.

No longer my hero, nor my idol, or number one fan,
But still my big sister, and ill always hold your hand,
I know you can make it, I've got your back,
I'll do my best, to keep you on track.

Don't make me regret being a part of your life,
Every time you mess up, my heart is stuck with a knife.
I love you and you know I always will.
I just want my sister back. then my dreams will be fulfilled.