Artificially Blonde: 2
...Thanks for the comments...here's Guy ONE...
Ethan Blakely.
My first crush, a small brunette boy, with no sense of humor, a blunt personality but a strange something about him that made me smile and drew me nearer. He was pretty confused at times, he even forgot we were an item at one point. Weird and small...so very small. I think that was how I found him cute, the fact I could hold him like a teddy bear. Days apart were days of pain for me, for I just couldn't grasp the thought that I could be happy without his fingers filling the spaces between mine. Unfortunately, we drifted apart quite quickly, and just started acting like friends and I realized my feelings just weren't strong enough anymore.
But they returned. Four times to be exact. Each time was the same. We fell, I loved, we grew apart, I learned...
So my first try didn't go so well, but I learned that I like some distance between me and my current love. Actually, I didn't learn anything. I didn't learn that distance can be the killer of a relationship, that being apart for so long can drive you to move on with your life and accept the fact that you can't be together. I never learned what it was like to have your heart ripped in two...
That is, not until GUY TWO.
My first crush, a small brunette boy, with no sense of humor, a blunt personality but a strange something about him that made me smile and drew me nearer. He was pretty confused at times, he even forgot we were an item at one point. Weird and small...so very small. I think that was how I found him cute, the fact I could hold him like a teddy bear. Days apart were days of pain for me, for I just couldn't grasp the thought that I could be happy without his fingers filling the spaces between mine. Unfortunately, we drifted apart quite quickly, and just started acting like friends and I realized my feelings just weren't strong enough anymore.
But they returned. Four times to be exact. Each time was the same. We fell, I loved, we grew apart, I learned...
So my first try didn't go so well, but I learned that I like some distance between me and my current love. Actually, I didn't learn anything. I didn't learn that distance can be the killer of a relationship, that being apart for so long can drive you to move on with your life and accept the fact that you can't be together. I never learned what it was like to have your heart ripped in two...
That is, not until GUY TWO.
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