Apology

I never wanted things to end like this,
But just be happy that you still got a kiss.
Let's just say I need to be on my own,
very far away from home.

Nothing was ever, your fault, I just
Wish you could understand that
But you don't.
If you could feel how bad I've felt
You would want to be alone also.

People may have said bad things,
And you had every right to believe them,
But all I wonder now is why didn't you
Ever, just come to me and see tha real deal?

If we hadn't argued everyday, I'm
Really sure everything would have been
Okay.
But is seemed as if we couldn't stop,
So I had to do what I know I needed.

I'm so sorry you have to feel tha way
You do,
But you've no idea on how I really
Feel bout you.
If you can just go on with your life,
Then I'm sure you an everybody else
Will be fine.

Nothing lasts forever an I'm sorry,
That all you did was ever worry.
I wish I could have been closer to you,
Because then you would have been
Better than me.

It felt like you didn't understand me,
So I had to do this so you could see.
Just wanted you to know,
That after all I've done..
I will never let you go..