Anyone But You: Part 3 Saying Goodbye?
I haven't added anything in a while. My apologies guys (: Hope you like it. In this Chapter Ashley much choose what she wants most.
I can't believe what I've just done! I'm sitting in my room laying on my bed reliving the past 30 minutes. The worst 30 minutes of my life. Not only am I officially a whore, slut, blah blah blah but I'm also a cheater.
It seems like forever for me to actually fall asleep I can't say that I'm proud of what I've done, because I'm not. I'm a bit disgusted actually and at some point during the night I contemplate whether to run right into Courtney's room and let her know what I've done. But I don't. The memory of tonight and the feel of Kyle's lips brushing against mine stop me.
What if I do tell Courtney and never talks to me again? What if both of them decide they don't want anything to do with me? Then who do I have? These thoughts scare me and I realize that tonight has to be kept a secret... forever
In the morning I decide to take as long as possible until I have to go downstairs. Around 11 a.m. my mom calls me to come say goodbye to Courtney and Kyle. I tell myself that this is it. What happened last night was a one time thing. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
"Ashley I'm gonna miss you so much" Says Courtney as she pulls me into a tight hug
My stomach starts to churn and I suddenly feel nauseated as I remember how I betrayed my sister in the worst way possible.
"I'm gonna miss you too Court"
"Hey Ash I wanna give you something before I go" Says Courtney
Oh great a present. Exactly what I need to show off what a great sister that I am. I follow Courtney over to the coffee table where there's a little blue package.
"Here I know it may be a bit cheesy but I just want you to know that no matter where either of us are in life we will always be sisters. And you can always count on me. If you ever need anything I'm only a phone call away. I love you ash"
I take the package that she's holding out to me and I open it. Inside there's a half heart necklace. Which means she must have the missing part.
"Here, turn it over and read the back"
I turn it over and read what she had inscribed for me It said ; Through good times and bad. Sisters for life
I cry a good hard cry. I did the unthinkable last night and its something I can never take back no matter how much I want too. And to make it worst now I have a reminder of how bad of a sister I really am.
Around 12 p.m. I'm loading the rest of Courtney's stuff into the car, when Kyle comes out. I tell myself just play it cool. He's probably just coming out to say what a mistake last night was anyhow.
He signals me over to meet him behind the shed so I figure he's just trying to do this in private that way nobody here's our conversation.
I make my way behind the shed to where I think that Kyle went. But when I get back there Kyles nowhere to be seen. Confused, I turn around and head back to the house. That's when Someone grabs me. Of course...its kyle. He pulls me into a tight embrace
"I couldn't sleep last night Ashly I wanted to be with you so much"
So now were making out behind my shed while my entire family is just a few feet away sitting in my living room.
Kyle tells me that when he and Courtney get back to college he's breaking up with her. And that he's going to try to see me at least once a week.
I feel as if I'm in a trance. This morning I had it all planned out of what I was going to do when I saw Kyle. But now I'm planning an affair with my sisters boyfriend.
As he and Courtney pull out of my driveway I wave to them. Knowing in my heart that this won't be the last time.
It seems like forever for me to actually fall asleep I can't say that I'm proud of what I've done, because I'm not. I'm a bit disgusted actually and at some point during the night I contemplate whether to run right into Courtney's room and let her know what I've done. But I don't. The memory of tonight and the feel of Kyle's lips brushing against mine stop me.
What if I do tell Courtney and never talks to me again? What if both of them decide they don't want anything to do with me? Then who do I have? These thoughts scare me and I realize that tonight has to be kept a secret... forever
In the morning I decide to take as long as possible until I have to go downstairs. Around 11 a.m. my mom calls me to come say goodbye to Courtney and Kyle. I tell myself that this is it. What happened last night was a one time thing. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
"Ashley I'm gonna miss you so much" Says Courtney as she pulls me into a tight hug
My stomach starts to churn and I suddenly feel nauseated as I remember how I betrayed my sister in the worst way possible.
"I'm gonna miss you too Court"
"Hey Ash I wanna give you something before I go" Says Courtney
Oh great a present. Exactly what I need to show off what a great sister that I am. I follow Courtney over to the coffee table where there's a little blue package.
"Here I know it may be a bit cheesy but I just want you to know that no matter where either of us are in life we will always be sisters. And you can always count on me. If you ever need anything I'm only a phone call away. I love you ash"
I take the package that she's holding out to me and I open it. Inside there's a half heart necklace. Which means she must have the missing part.
"Here, turn it over and read the back"
I turn it over and read what she had inscribed for me It said ; Through good times and bad. Sisters for life
I cry a good hard cry. I did the unthinkable last night and its something I can never take back no matter how much I want too. And to make it worst now I have a reminder of how bad of a sister I really am.
Around 12 p.m. I'm loading the rest of Courtney's stuff into the car, when Kyle comes out. I tell myself just play it cool. He's probably just coming out to say what a mistake last night was anyhow.
He signals me over to meet him behind the shed so I figure he's just trying to do this in private that way nobody here's our conversation.
I make my way behind the shed to where I think that Kyle went. But when I get back there Kyles nowhere to be seen. Confused, I turn around and head back to the house. That's when Someone grabs me. Of course...its kyle. He pulls me into a tight embrace
"I couldn't sleep last night Ashly I wanted to be with you so much"
So now were making out behind my shed while my entire family is just a few feet away sitting in my living room.
Kyle tells me that when he and Courtney get back to college he's breaking up with her. And that he's going to try to see me at least once a week.
I feel as if I'm in a trance. This morning I had it all planned out of what I was going to do when I saw Kyle. But now I'm planning an affair with my sisters boyfriend.
As he and Courtney pull out of my driveway I wave to them. Knowing in my heart that this won't be the last time.
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