Answer of Hell

I feel the scars on my soul
The pain finally taking its’ toll
They f*ck with me, unyieldingly
While Shadow fills me, unendingly
I have been tormented over and over,
By the hands of a twisted lover
I feel all the love that does not come to me
That is what makes this life such a difficulty
It is always for another person
Even when I’m better for certain
Then the pain takes hold
Making me go cold
I am spiraled up and smashed,
Spiraled down and crashed,
I just wish my throat were slashed.

I quietly feed my wrath
Dreaming of a blood-bath
I hear the distraught cries
Of so many tortured lives
I feel all the pain
Even all the rain
I see them, so they come anxiously
Hoping to cast their shit at me
They need a scapegoat,
One they can destroy and not give a hoot
So it seems they gave me that roll
Well I am done paying their toll
One way or another it will cease
For if not then I shall find release
If I am ever razed,
My soul will burn a blazed

So go ahead and delay me longer
What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger
I feel the pain it tells me I’m still alive
And yet darkness is what I wish to arrive
So I will strengthen until I can no more
Then I shall bring death to my door

I have gone and gone and gone
Yet it was today I got the bomb
The last piece to this mangled and demented jigsaw
The answer that will allow me to finally fall
It is all so very clear now why we are here
So now I go to leave you all in fear
This life was more than I thought
Though I will not forget the hell it brought