Angel Wings - Chapter 5

Jasmine wants to tell Jamie that she knows what he is, that she understands that he wants out of the black angels. But there is no easy way of doing this, so Jasmine is the patient. Meanwhile Nathan is trying his hardest to make Jasmine his.

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Jamie is dropping me of at my house; his going to meet up with his friend's well at least that's what he said. But I know better than to believe that. To be honest I didn't want to leave his arms, I didn't want to leave his side. I wanted to be with him, just to know he was safe.

"Jasmine, why you look so grumpy?" Jamie asked me looking me in the eyes with his hand lying on my thigh. He stopped the Ute in front of my house. For a minute it was quiet, I know I have to say something, anything.

"I want to stay with you today Jamie, please". I looked him back in the eyes and gave him my cutest puppy dog eyes, for a minute I thought it was working but I was wrong he was determined to go.

"Babe I'll be back tonight how about that, I'll take you out dancing and maybe this time you can take my pants off". He giggled and I blushed. He gave me a wink, leaned over and opened the door on my side.

"But, but... Please Jamie". I leaned over to him, I kissed him my hand softly placed on his cheek, I rubbed my other hand through his hair. He squeezed my thigh and pulled me closer. Yes it was working, my awesome plan was working. I leaned even closer to him, nearly on his lap. He started to kiss down my neck. I knew we had to stop, I could feel as if someone was watching.
"No Jasmine, you have to go inside. Please baby girl". Jamie loosened his grip on my thigh and lowered his arm from my neck. Okay so maybe it wasn't working. I lowered my hand from his cheek bone.

I moved away and out the passenger side door. I slammed the door shut. Not looking back. I kept walking, I walked up the path to my front door, I wanted to look back. I could hear something, like something unfolding. There was a shadow behind me, so I kept walking I wasn't sure if it was Jamie, maybe he had already driven off.

"I love you gorgeous; you can't stay mad at me forever". It was Jamie; he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest. I dropped my purse to the pavement, turned around and gave him another kiss. Passionate and fierce.

"I love you to Jamie". I looked him in the eyes. But it only made me want him more. He gave me one last kiss, and walked away. I watched him as he drove away, wondering if he was really going to be back tonight. I picked up my purse from the ground and headed off inside.

Mom isn't home; she is probably on an art exhibition again. There was a note on the fridge, a note from my mom. Jasmine I hope you had a good night, hope you are using protection and dinner is in the oven I'll be back in a week.

Great mom's notes you gotta love them. I tore up the note and put it in the trash. I looked what was in the oven; it was a lasagna dish with cheese sprinkled on top.

So let me see what's planned for today, freshen up, eat the lasagna wait around for Jamie and sleep. Awesome. I went upstairs and hoped into the shower. I love my showers they go for like at least an hour, the warm water pouring over my face, refreshing.

I wrapped a towel around me and headed into my room. But I wasn't alone; Nathan was sitting on my bed, clicking his thumbs together. I was immediately pissed what right does he have been here.
"Jasmine, you gotta hear me out". Nathan said to me, his voice sounded worried maybe even a little bit nervous. He looked embarrassed.

"No I don't have to, you are only trying to break me and Jamie up, you don't care that his your brother. Well for your information he is trying to get out of the black angels". I smiled at him in confidence because he probably knows I'm right.

I walked over to him, fist ready. Nathan was just sitting there looking down at the ground; he is so masculine, his tight white singlet showing every little bit of muscle on his stomach. I had a sudden urge like I wanted him.

"You're right Jasmine, I'm trying to break you two, only because I want you." He stood up he was taller than me, he pulled me into his arms, I was now leaning against his chest. I was fighting every urge in me to kiss him, this wasn't me. I know better than this I know I love Jamie.
"Wh....what... what are you doing here." I was stuttering.
"I want you Jasmine, I want you now, I want you for all eternity." He smiled at me; he put his hand on my thigh and lifted the bottom bit of my towel. I pulled away, I do know better than this.
"You're not good angel, you're cruel what are you doing." I spoke to him with such anger in my voice. To be honest I loved his touch I wanted it again.

"Alright Jasmine, I see you're stronger than I thought, I guess, I should tell you the truth then". I looked at him in the eyes, his eyes sparkled. His grin lowered into a small frown and he shoved his hands into his white denim jeans.
"Jasmine you remember the first time you meet me in person. Well, you know how my eyes are like a sky blue right." Of course I know this, I love his eyes, and he knows this. When I didn't answer he continued to talk.

"Jasmine my eyes are not normal eyes, when you look into them Jasmine, it's like a potion it makes you want me Jasmine." I looked away from his eyes. Now I was really angry, I wanted to hit him right in the face. All this time I never really want Nathan it was just him and his eyes. His eyes were the cause of me liking him in the first place, the cause why I always have an urge to kiss him.

"Nathan, you get out of my house right now. You leave me alone. You leave me and Jamie alone". I spoke to him so angrily it would have scared even a lion. Nathan walked over to me. He grabbed my wrist gently and put it up onto his chest. I left it there; I wanted it to be there. But I wasn't looking into his eyes, I didn't want to either.

"Jasmine I know you still want me even if you weren't looking in my eyes." He leaned me into his chest. I wrapped my arms around him. Different thoughts were running through my head, Jamie, Nathan and images of Nathans eyes. Maybe Nathan is right, maybe I really do want him even if his eyes didn't have that weird magic thing.

Nathan leaned down; he pushed my chin up towards his lips with his hand. His kiss was the same as before, it felt special. It felt better than Jamie's kisses. A tear rolled down my cheek. I could feel my towel slipping from around me. I let go of Nathan and ran into the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I sat behind the bathroom door, crying and thinking.

Half an hour had gone passed now, and I don't think Nathan is still in my room. I unlocked the bathroom door and walked into my bedroom. Nathan was gone and the window was open a small breeze coming in.

I looked around the room; there was a note on my bed side table, with a small box beside it. I tore open the envelope and read its contents.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Nothing in this crazy world
Could keep me from loving you.
For all eternity Jasmine you will be mine.

Xox Nathan

P.s I'm sorry for everything I hope you forgive me. Oh and I hope you like the present, it will also keep you safe as long as you wear it.

Ok so maybe I could forgive him right. I looked over towards the box, it looked expensive. I opened it, it is gorgeous. It was a necklace with 2 angel wings. The whole thing was gold; I hope it's not real gold otherwise knowing me it would break within a week.

But still oh my gosh, it is incredible. I went over to the mirror and tried it on. It looked sparkly against my neck. I changed into my red dress that went just above my knees. I left my hair down going up to my last rib bone. To be honest I look actually really good, well I hoped so.

So now it's the waiting game, will Jamie ever get here? I called his cell at least 6 times give or take a few. Where is he, it's now what, 9 pm. I sat in my mom's arm-chair; the ticking of the clock hand wasn't helping. I sat and I waited.

Ok by now I was getting restless. I had a pretty good idea on what he was doing, but just didn't know where. Ok half an hour more than I'm going to bed. I sat still for a while but yet it didn't work so I started to right down some random lyrics.

Find out where you are
Run into your arms
Wrap your wings around me.

So far it actually sounded pretty good. I'm pretty proud of myself. I looked down at the page and scribbled an angel wing next to the lyrics I had written down.

Then there it was, the doorbell just the thing I have been waiting for to go off for the past hour. But it wasn't Jamie, it wasn't my gorgeous, loving boyfriend it was Nathan. The one who is trying to break me and my boyfriend up, the one trying to steal my love for Jamie.

But I had no choice, I had to let him in. I was still wearing the necklace. I could feel the weight of it around my neck. Jamie looked me up and down gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked in.

"You know you look gorgeous, just as always". He looked me in the eyes I knew I had to face away, I know I have to otherwise I would get that urge. I can feel it coming on.

I walked closer to Nathan, my red heels clicking on the tiles. I needed him. I had to be with him. I have to fight this urge. I can't give in. I could see him grinning; I could see him raising his arms, yet my eyes were still focused on his eyes.

Jamie, Jamie that's all I need to think about, Jamie. I was even closer now. I could feel his breath on my face, sweet and loving. He hasn't changed since this afternoon; he is still wearing the same white singlet and white denim jeans.

Nathan moved his hands to where I could no longer see them, but I could feel them. His arms were tight around my waist, this time I really did need him. I raised my arms around his neck. I leaned in. I knew this was going to happen I knew my night wouldn't go according to plan, nothing ever does.

Nathan kissed me fiercely. I kissed him back passionately. His hands followed the lining of my spin. He picked me up from my waist with both his arms. I wrapped my legs around his waist and continued to kiss him.