And I shall fight!

The guy of my dreams,
I turned down one day.
Why I say...
Because I had another guy,
whom I was satisfied in,
now I don’t know what is happening to us.
I miss him so.
I don’t want the man of my dreams,
I want my babe back,
back in my arms.
I don’t know what happened,
but it was most likely my fault.
Unless he lied.
For he said he would never brake my heart,
leave it stuck within his soul,
for I believed him,
so I know
this is all my fault.
And I shall fight!
I want him back!
I will fight until the end,
to have him back in my hands once again.
Some one had once told me,
never to give up in love,
he told to solemnly swear,
never to do so.
So I did.
But only because I trusted him.
Now I have to fight.
I cannot lie.
I shall believe that I can get him back,
but with my suicidal attempts,
I don’t even know if it is worth it.
Does he still love me?
Will it be so?
Will he take me back,
after his broken soul...
I just wish one more wish,
I got my first one,
now may I please,
just have one more?
I want him back,
back once more.