An Apology

I'm sorry mom
That ends don't meet with me
And how I always thought you were never letting me be free
I realized it today,
When I almost made you cry,
You were worried about losing me,

I saw it in your eyes
When I was there I had a conscious,
Bugging me like a fly.
I love you too much to hurt you
Even though i always argue
I'm going to try harder because you deserve it.

Sorry for all of my bad choices like me moving to fast for my age,
When I made these choices I could hear your voice telling me
"Slow down Jazz, you decide if you want to go down the wrong path or the right one. I love you." in my ear.
Even when you leave this earth,
You will always be here.
I'll always know you loved me and cared.