An Angle's Love (4)

!!!PART 4!!!

Recap-- Then he bent down to be eye level with me. "I am going to rape you so many times you are going to want to kill you self." My eyes were wide with fear. I didn’t want to lose my virginity, from some guy who is raping me. I started to plead
"Please, no, no, no, not that, anything but that, please, please, please, please, no" He smiled and went to unbutton my jeans...

He pulled off my jeans. I was wearing a black thong, and when he went for that I started to struggle pushing and kicking. I would struggle until Justin would come and save me. Ryan went to the back pock of his jeans and took out a pocket knife and held it to my throat. I didn’t stop kicking, I didn’t care if I would die or not right now. I just didn’t want to be raped. When Ryan realized I wouldn’t stop kicking he moved the knife down to my thigh. He was about to cut it, when Justin came threw the warehouse door. Once Justin saw that Ryan was about to cut me, he took out he gun and shot Ryan in the arm. Ryan yelled and back away from me. Ned and James came with their guns and started to shoot at Justin. Justin shot at them as well, once he hit Ned, James stopped shooting and went to get Ned out of the way. Justin ran to me and took Ryan pocket knife and cut me free. Then used the pocket knife to get the handcuffs off me. Ryan suddenly came, pushed Justin back from me, and grabbed me and put the knife to my throat. Justin got up and was waiting from a clear shot.
"Drop the gun or she dies!" Ryan yelled. Justin took a deep breath and put the gun on the ground.
"Let’s make a deal." Justin suggested
"What kind of deal?" Ryan asked
"In private, I don’t want anyone but us to know about it." Justin said. Ryan was deciding and then agreed. He let me go, but only to pass me off to James.
"Fine, let’s go and talk" Ryan said. They walked to the other side of the warehouse, and talked for no more than five minutes.
"Let her go." Ryan said "Don’t forget, no more then that or else she’s dead!"
"I won’t forget." Justin said grabbing my jeans then my waist, while we started to walk out of the warehouse to his car. I put my jeans on before I entered the car. We drove in silence when we were driving back to my house. He walked me into my house were I found Kim and Sam cleaning up the living room.
"Nicki!" Sam and Kim yelled at the same time and came to hug me
"You guys! You’re alright!" I said
"Of course we are" Kim said "Justin came 5 minutes after you left and then he untied us and we quickly told him what happened and then ya. Here you are alive with him." I smiled and looked at Justin.
"Well, we won’t keep you guys any longer so you two can like go do stuff, and don’t worry about making noises or anything we will be listening to our IPods tonight. So do whatever you want." Sam said. I rolled my eyes.
"Good night you guys." Justin lifted me up bridal style, and carried me up to my room. He closed the door behind us then put me down on the edge and he went to the center of my bed. I went to turn on my radio and then went to sit in his lap.
"So, how did you know were I was?" I asked
"Well, I know them very well so I knew that they would always be in the same place. Also he wouldn’t change around places because as you can tell he really wants me dead." Justin replied "Baby, I am so, so sorry that you had to go through that. You were about to… be raped, and it’s my fault."
"No, don’t, it’s not your fault I knew what could happen once I found out about them, it my fault I should have known better, but I just didn’t want to leave you." I said
"Bu—"I cut him off
"Please can we stop talking about this, I don’t want to like fight or anything ok?"
"Ok." He said. "I love you, always and forever"
"I love you always and forever too"
We sat in silence for a couple of hours. It was 9 p.m. when I broke the silence.
"You know after today’s experience, I want to try something but." I stopped
"I wanted to try something to but I don’t know if you want to." He said "how about I show you what I want and then you can show me what you want?" I nodded. He grabbed my chin and started to kiss me; he then took my hands and put it around his neck. He grabbed my waist and lied me down on my bed. Then he lied on top of me, but I could tell he was trying hard to keep most of his weight off of me.
"I guess we both want the same thing" I said
"Really?" he said "Well, that’s I bit of relief."
"Yup, but..."I said
"But?" he said. He looked in my eyes; he smiled like he knew what I was thinking "yea, I do have a condom."
"Ok," I said "shall we continue after you know you’re done…and after we get more comfortable?"
"Ok" he replied. I got up went to my washroom and I took off my clothes except for my bra and underwear. I put of my silk knee length robe. I came out and there he was in his underwear, with his six pack, and he looked so fine. I went back on my bed. He started kissing my lips then moved to my neck taking off my robe and moving to my bra then took off my underwear. And I took his underwear off after to. Then we made love.

I woke up in the morning to see Justin, awake beside me.
"Good morning sunshine." He said then kissed me
"Good morning" I said, the radio was playing and this was the song exact song playing from when we did it.
"This was the song that was playing last night remember?" I said
"Yes, it is…and I guess, if you want it can be our song now to." He said
"Yes, it can. So from now on our song is ‘Who am I to say by Hope’"
"From now on" we sealed it with a kiss.
"Are you guys awake?" Kim said opening the door. She looked around the room and saw our clothes on the floor. "Oooooo la, la, you two got freaking last night!" then Sam came in and saw and started to laugh
"Wow, you guys I was just joking you know!" Sam said still laughing
"You were joking about what?" Justin asked sitting up, I sat up with him covering my breasts with my sheet.
"You weren’t listening to me last night?" Sam said shocked "Ouch that really hurts. But whatever I’m going to eat, you guys want anything?" we both shook our heads. Then Sam and Kim left shutting the door behind them. After, we both started to put our clothes back on.
"So how was last night for you?" Justin asked as we were leaving my bedroom
"It sucked…" I sighed, trying to hold back the laughter
"What?" Justin stopped at the bottom of the stairs disappointed "Seriously?"
"No, I am not serious." I giggled "it was awesome, how was it for you?"
"Oh, thank god, you worried me there" he said "and it was awesome for me to." We walked into the kitchen to grab something to eat and then we went to our lake for the rest of the day.
"So, this is random but would you consider us to be like prince and princess and have like a happily ever after?" Justin asked
"To be honest, I really don’t want you to be my prince; and I really doubt we would have a happily ever after." I said
"Why do you say that?" he said looking disappointed
"Well, its not that I don’t love you enough for you to be my prince, I do, but its just that…those aren’t real so I don’t really want to believe in fairytales when I know that I can never be in one. Also the reason that I say we cant have a happily ever after is because well, either Ryan is going to kill you, or like one of us could like have an accident so no matter what one of us will end up being hurt." I said "And remember when I was going out with Bobby? Everyone was like he broke up with me, which was true, but like I thought he loved me as much as I loved him. I thought we were just like a fairytale and everything. But when he broke up with me, he broke my heart and like shattered my dream about be in a fairy tale, and I really don’t want to have my heart broken again, with all those high hopes. It just really sucked."
"Oh, I see. Well, as long as you love me as much as I love you it’s all good." He replied "and I really never knew about you having a broken heart. Every time I saw you in the hall way you looked like you could care less about Bobby dumping you; and when you two were dating I was super jealous, and once he had broken up with you. I wanted to be the crap out of him because he was letting go of someone really special." Justin said
"You know the weird thing was, after he broke up with I did cry myself to sleep that night but I dreamt of you…and I thought that something was wrong but then the next day when I saw you at school and we made eye contact I realized that I only liked Bobby, compared to how much I loved you." I said
"That is weird…anyways" he laughed "what other stories you got?"
"Oh, I see how it is, wanting to be with me just for stories. That’s really sad Justin." I said with a grin
"No, it something for us to talk about and stuff, and I love it when you talk. It keeps me in a happy place and it helps me forget about everything else except for just me and you." Justin said defensively
"Did you practice that?" I asked. He glared and I laughed "I’m kidding. But I do have a couple stories, but they aren’t technically stories."
"That’s ok. Whatever you say I will still listen to you." Justin replied. For the next hour I spent the time talking about some love stories. And then luckily it was getting late. So we decide to head back to my place. On the way back to my house I finally remember to ask him.
"So, what deal did you make with Ryan the other day?"
"Oh…umm…you will find out soon enough" he said
"How soon is soon?"
"Soon, is all I can say" I nodded. When we reached my house we had some dinner, and then spent the rest of the night in my room cuddling and making out. When I woke in the morning expecting to find Justin, instead I found nothing. I got changed and brushed my teeth. I went down stairs assuming that he would be watching TV waiting for me to get up but he wasn’t here. I looked out the window to see if his car was still there. It wasn’t. I went to the kitchen and found Kim and Sam eating pancakes.
"Where’s your lover boy?" Sam asked with a mouthful of food
"I am not sure." I said "I woke up and he wasn’t there, and his car isn’t here either." I went upstairs, not bothering to hear a response from either of them, grabbed my cell and dialed Justin’s number. It rang three times and went to his answering machine. I left a message.
"Hey Justin it’s me, Nicki, umm, I was just wondering were you are, because you left with out a good bye and yeah…call me once you get this…I love you" then I hung up. For the next three days he never called me back, and everyday I sent him a message. On the fourth morning, I checked my cell phone after I took a shower and got change, I had one new message. It was from Justin. "Hey, baby, can’t talk for long but look in the mail box I sent you a letter. I love you always and forever no matter what." And that was all. I ran downstairs to the mail box and went back inside and sat on the staircase and read the note.
To my beloved Nicki...
If you are reading this then I’m no longer here...
I've forgotten how long it has been since I've heard your voice or your stories. I always thought of how you said that fairy tales were all lies and that I can never be you prince. Yet we still loved each other like no tomorrow. You have always made me come alive when we are together. Yet still I can not be your prince. I wished we could be a fairy tale with a happy ending. Only if I was here to be with you...But I’m in a better place now...where I can always look down on you and see how you are...
forever and always is what we said but...I guess it turned in to never to be again...I’m sorry for all the pain you are going threw but this is destiny...we all have our times to go…and my unfortunately had to be without you…
Good-bye, Nicki xoxo I will always love you no matter where I am…
P.s. please bury me at our lake…

Once I finished Kim and Sam came into the room sad.
"We were here when he came he told us about the note." Kim said "we are so sorry." I didn’t say anything. I grabbed my keys and went to my car.
"I will be at ‘our’ lake" I said getting into my car. I looked back to see when he sent the message. It had only be five minutes. I had enough time to get there. Once I reached the forest the head to our lake I quickly turned off my car, slammed my door shut behind me and ran him. I didn’t think I just ran for my life. He was my soul, my life; if he died then so would I and I didn’t want to lose him. Not yet, I would be able to handle life with out him. He was like my air. If he was gone then I wouldn’t be able to survive. I knew I was getting close when I heard talking. I reached the edge of the forest, when I saw it the thing I feared the most. My boyfriend was shot, in the stomach, in front of my eyes again. I screamed.
"NO! JUSTIN!" Ryan and Justin looked at me. I ran up to Justin before he fell to the ground. I caught him, and he was in my lap, dying.
"Well, well, well, look who showed up. The girl of the hour." Ryan said. I was so furious I didn’t know what I was doing. I got up and then started to punched Ryan over and over and over until he caught me and pushed me to the ground and grabbed his gun and was about to shoot me before I grabbed a rock and then threw it at him and luckily it hit his hand. Ryan dropped the gun; I snatched before he could and then I fired it. Right at Ryan. When he fell to the ground I went back to Justin. Pulled out my cell and called Kim. She said that they already dialed 911 and they were heading for my location right now. I shut my phone and then I put Justin’s head in my lap.
"Justin, baby" I started to cry "please don’t die, please"
"I’m sorry…about…not talking to you about why I wasn’t there for the last couple of days…I just…wanted to…protect you." He said
"Justin, I don’t care about why you left with out saying bye to me right now. I care about you living so don’t you die on me..." I stopped, my tear started to fill my eyes "you are my life, and with out you I am nothing."
"I’m sorry" he said, he grabbed my chin one last time for one last kiss. Justin took his last breath and managed to say "Baby, I love you always and forever" I knew that there was nothing I could do to help him. So I gave in and made sure he would wait for me.
"I love you always and forever too, you better wait for me up there, ok?" he nodded, and then he went limp, and his eyes closed.
"Justin, no, Justin" I started to shake him with my tears overflowing eyes. "JUSTIN" that’s when I started to hear the police sirens. When the ambulance came they tried to take me from Justin but all I could do was scream, I didn’t want to leave his side. But I gave in when I saw Kim and Sam. But once I saw them I started to cry and then came immediately to hug me. They took me home and all I did was cry. Three days later was his funeral. When they went threw the pictures of his life they played the song ‘Missing You by 1st lady’. I was barely able to sit there watching our pictures go by, remembering him. I had to go threw it I told my self. When I would die I would get to see him again. But then I thought, that’s going to be too long. Once the funeral was over I went straight home and left a note for Kim and Sam
Dear Kim and Sam
Your two are like my sisters and I love you two dearly. I will be at the lake. And when I die please, bury me next to him. Please it’s all I want. To be next to him. Thank you. I don’t want you guys to feel bad or anything. I’m truly sorry. But I won’t be able to make it through my life with out him.
Love always Nicki xoxo

I went straight to our lake and took the boat out to the middle of the lake and I brought a pocket knife with me. I looked to the sky.
"Baby, I love you and I will see you soon. I promise." Those were my last words. I took the knife and then plunged it into my heart. Then I was dead. I got my wish; I was buried next to him. At our lake.

~Nicki’s POV when angle~

When I saw myself in that get deal of pain, I felt so bad for Kim and Sam having to live with that, but I don’t regret it because I knew that I would get to see him again in heaven. He promised.
"That was fascinating, but now to the point." Alice said
"Yes?"
"The point was so you…" Alice said grinning
"So I?"
"There was not point silly, she just told you that so you could finish it and then I could come and see you." I recognized the voice. It was Justin. My Justin. I turned to see him, and then he was he was really there right in front of me. I smiled and then ran to give him a hug. Then we looked in to each others eyes like we used to and kissed. When our lips were free for a brief moment he said "I kept my promise". We went back to into out passionate kiss.
"Ehem…" Alice coughed; we stopped kissing and turned to her "Now that you two are together there is no need for me here anymore."
"Thank you Alice." I said. She smiled and then pointed towards a door. A door that would lead me and Justin to our new life. Our life, where we could spend eternity together. Justin and I walked through the door.
"Nicki, I love you always and forever" Justin said
"I love you always and forever, too" I replied, we kissed. Always and forever....
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The End