Am I Broken?

Am I empty?
Am I broken?
Behind the cigar
That I'm smokin'
Through the cloud
Glance around
A chilly feeling
From this town

Creeping and shaking
Before dawn starts breaking
Careful and cautious
This is an audit

Am I crazy?
Am I still here?
My world is hazy
Should I fear?
All the sounds
All the sights
However my mind
Is locked up tight

Obviously Oblivious
To my surroundings
Everything that I miss
Would probably ground me

Am I the right choice?
Is this what you want?
I can't make promises
I can merely taunt
The future and plans
The past and its ends
My fate and my fortune
My lack of emotion

I am just me
That's all I can be
I can't pretend
That this is the end