Always Humming The Tone Of Your Love - Part 1

Till the end time,
I'll always love you.

Since the dawn of time I fell in love.
But you never saw what I saw ...
I have always stood watching
But you looked past me.

What I have to do to make you see
I only wish you were happy
But that make you doubt me
I don't know what to do!
But that I am in love with you...

It makes me happy that you are happy...
With someone else yet not me
Which causes pain
Yet not like the love I feel...

Both in different worlds
Yet bound by hand in marriage...
You are with me
Yet your soul is elsewhere...
It pains me to see you like this.

So I chose what I chose
To see you happy...
Not with me but with the one you love.
Yet you still doubt me...

Even when I stab my own heart.
So you could be with the one you love.
Yet I fail to earn your trust...
It pains me more
Than it does to see you with someone else.

I did so much for you for nothing in return
Just to see your smiling face...

When you finally looked my way
With trust...
And what may be Love
Which gave me hope;
There might be a future for us...

But then to be betrayed
Yet like no other
This is what I get to be in love.
Then again I cannot make myself hate you
Since I love you so much...

But remember this;
When you realize your mistake
I won't be there, neither will our child
Who you claim is not yours.

The second you said it scattered my heart to pieces around the world

Which can never be brought together to be put to whole.

You had chosen your Path
Then so had I...
From there was a new dawn of time
For both of us to start anew...

With this I turned my heart to stone
But not to those who I hold dear with my life.

I moved on then so had you...