Agony and Bliss

Wandering through the streets of life,
Searching 'YOU' with all my might,
Mental agony, bruised soul,
Despairing emotions, I can't control,

Temples, Mosques and Churches I went,
Couldn't Trace 'YOU' till the end,
Hidden in the cosmos,
Loving the world,
Helping me to sail in the world,

Oh! Omnipresent, Omnipotent,
I still can't see 'YOU' in this world,
Where are 'YOU'?
Who are 'YOU'?

Need an answer to my questions
Life is a dream, end it for me,
Vague perceptions of the creator,
Make me doubt my existence,

Exploring myself, Questioning the world,
But still couldn't get Your slightest presence,
Silence, silence, silence,
Cried the heart,
Mind had its share of doubt,

A numbness took over my soul,
Soothing breeze,
Setting sun,
Dusk at its best,

Sitting atop on the hill,
Watching the never ending horizon,
Diving in the mysticism of the creator,
Suddenly, I become aware,

God is somewhere near me,
The soul dances in joy,
Awaiting to meet His creator,

Desires disappear,
Ego shattered,
Bliss touches Agony,
Stillness takes over the Mind,

Got a lesson of the soul,
God isn't in the temples, mosques or the churches,
God is nature, God is beauty,
God is silence, God is purity,

God is innocence, God is bliss,
God is Love, Love is God,
God is Honesty, God is truth, Truth is God,

God is not in 'I' but in 'WE',
God is not in denial but in acceptance,
Everything that is filled with consciousness,
With awareness, With joy,

Heard of 'Salvation' in the texts,
Could feel it on that Dusk,
'YOU' made it clear what 'YOU' are,
Eyes filled with gratitude for this beautiful world,

I could feel at peak of happiness,
Creativity is the essence Of universe,
And I'M ecstatic To be a part of it,
God is creativity,
Creativity is GOD.