Again

Again I'm alone 2nyt
Again I'm wondering why?!
Again I'm hoping & wishing
Again I'm helpless but waiting
Again I'm speechless
Again I'm trying 2 express
& again it's just hidden inside
Again no words comes out….
Again I'm aching inside….
My heart bleeds
My eyes cries
My lips dries
Just tears rolls down
Again I'm saying that's enough
Again I'm tired of this unstoppable shit
& the question why??!!
Again I'm on my bed holding the cover tight with my mp3 in the hand
Losing 2 love songs & again sick of this leaf
Again I'm turning another page but the same words writes itself
Trying 2 hide from surrounding ….
& again 2morrow I'm fine just like nothing happened 2day
& again this feeling will return
Again I'm picking up the pieces
Again I'm trying 2 keep my feet on the ground
& my question remains….
Will I even recover!!
Will I be alright!!
Will I be the same!! Or will I be changed!!
& always AGAIN will be on my mind….