A Story

Part one :

Why everything have to fall apart?
When you're happy to the max.??
Why nothing lasts forever?!!
Why happiness always has an end??!!
I loved him..
I won't deny...
But why my story didn't last??!!
One week..
He turned my world upside down..
Why we were never meant to be ??!!
When we both loved each other deeply?!
Irony of life..
That keeps you wondering & confused..
& leaves you lost without answers...
......
I'm left confused..
Hurt...
& wounded...
But still..
I'm standing on my feet
For I know...
That he loves me...
& I'm his best friend
He made me fall for him...
He has given me my favorite smile..
I'm never letting go ...
I'm loving him forever...

Part two :
I still love him after all this time
But he's such a jerk
He broke my heart more than once
Loved my cousin and never showed respect..
Said that he hates me and wants me to stay away
Though I barley talk to him nowadays

Ended in blocking
And despite the pain
His love still runs through my veins

I thought he loved me..
But I was just a tool for him to get over her

Are you kidding me ?
I promise you..
That you would never.. Ever
Find someone who would love you..
Take care of you..
And make you happy the way I did..
...
Why is it that hard ?!
After all what he did..
I can't let go ?!
And I'm still ready to give up everything for him !!
Am I a fool ?
Or is it just what they call..
love?!

I pretend to hate him
But deep down I know that I don't
He's still my shining armor
Thought I know that I won't be with him

They say time heals the pain
And it's been long and I'm still the same

Still forever and always exist ..