A Place Where You Don't Want To Be
My partner and I had a separation last year, and I have never been able to get over it, please just comment.
The time you spent away from me, was time that I died. That everything I did in life was just some saggy haze.
I didn't want to share my love, with anyone but you. But you didn't want me, it was a Newcastle chick you loved
While you had fun, I was lost. Growing our baby inside me. Our little girl - our miracle, that who, you didn't want to be.
No time to myself, no relief from my pain, I was a pregnant mum, while you got all the fun.
The time I cried, the times I couldn't - Didn't want to wake up, it was our son that drove me. Our little man, with his cheeky smile was the only one that still make me laugh.
You missed him grow, you missed him learn. But yet somehow I blame myself. Like I could have fixed us, but you wouldn't give me the time.
But you came back - late at night when the hype died down, when your drinks wore off, you came back to show me the love I missed, the passion that we had. But by the morning you where gone and It felt like you left me all over again!.
My hole was growing deeper as the months went past, as my stomach grew bigger and I was playing the waiting game.. our daughter was coming soon, and you where nowhere to be seen..
But finally I seen the man that I love, you came back broken and wrecked. and you told me you loved me, my strength grumbled under your soft touch and I knew you weren't letting go this time.
I'm complete now, with my family intact, the way we are supposed to be. Please don't ever leave me.
I have just one question left unanswered - the photos of that past, the time you spent with another - and NOT me - why are you hanging on to them? Rubbing them in my face. The time you spent with her I don't want to know, and you shouldn't hold on to that, if you do love me then why hold on to such a horrible time of my life???
I didn't want to share my love, with anyone but you. But you didn't want me, it was a Newcastle chick you loved
While you had fun, I was lost. Growing our baby inside me. Our little girl - our miracle, that who, you didn't want to be.
No time to myself, no relief from my pain, I was a pregnant mum, while you got all the fun.
The time I cried, the times I couldn't - Didn't want to wake up, it was our son that drove me. Our little man, with his cheeky smile was the only one that still make me laugh.
You missed him grow, you missed him learn. But yet somehow I blame myself. Like I could have fixed us, but you wouldn't give me the time.
But you came back - late at night when the hype died down, when your drinks wore off, you came back to show me the love I missed, the passion that we had. But by the morning you where gone and It felt like you left me all over again!.
My hole was growing deeper as the months went past, as my stomach grew bigger and I was playing the waiting game.. our daughter was coming soon, and you where nowhere to be seen..
But finally I seen the man that I love, you came back broken and wrecked. and you told me you loved me, my strength grumbled under your soft touch and I knew you weren't letting go this time.
I'm complete now, with my family intact, the way we are supposed to be. Please don't ever leave me.
I have just one question left unanswered - the photos of that past, the time you spent with another - and NOT me - why are you hanging on to them? Rubbing them in my face. The time you spent with her I don't want to know, and you shouldn't hold on to that, if you do love me then why hold on to such a horrible time of my life???
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