A MISTAKE?

Did I make a mistake by choosing him and not you?

Every time I think about having fun,I think about that day in your room...on your bed.
What if I said "yes" instead of "no"?
Would things be different? Would you still be with her? Would I still be with him?
Whatever happened to us? We were doing so wee than all of a sudden...nothing.
How can I be with him when all I can think about is you?!

I can't help myself but to compare y'all all the time.
Who's the better kisser?
Who can make me laugh more?
Who can make me smile more?
For some reason it's you every time.
How y'all would be in bed?
I can imagine you and me no problem but I have a hard time imagining him and me.
Why is that?

What would happen if I came through with that promise I promised you?
Where would we be than? What would happen then?
How many people would we hurt just to be together?
Is it worth it?