A Lonely Loner

Time doesn't fly by like it once did
When I was a happy loner;
Days, hours, minutes seem like ages
Now that we aren't closer.

A psyche brimmed with memories
Thoughts of you and only you -
The past actions, the care and affection
Showered until you bid adieu.

The gestures that I took for granted,
Unspoken words I failed to listen,
And the many expressions that I missed,
Each one decipherable, and I noticed none.

The nothingness aches to be filled,
And although endless seems the plight,
Each moment reminds me of you,
Leaving a void that seems infinite.

All that remains now is a helpless hope
That time would revert again,
To mend ways and emotions
And set everything just right, without disdain.

Looking back at the path that lay behind
An innocent wish spins within;
To see new beginnings all over again
In a way like it would have been.

The times when I once had a companion
And now there's no one;
I miss those hands
Which once clasped mine so tightly.

And now
Rests only a crossroad, blurred,
Diverging our ways forever
That can never ever be merged.

Leaving me a lonely loner
Who will wait for destiny to appease,
With just an innocent hope forever
Or maybe unfaltering memories!!