A Held Back Song

There is a song in my heart,
A gentle one,
As bright as the sun,
But pointed like a dart.

Shifted purpose of what the song means,
To me, it is to be,
Can you see,
If the image is seen?

I try to please others with ease,
I hardly realized how deadly,
It can be to ones dreams,
Sometimes all you can do is leave.

Oh how I yearn for the seas,
To be free to sing my song,
These dreadful days are so long,
Like the heartbreak of disease.

An angel of despair,
Keeps my song held back,
I'm under a strong attack,
Do you even care?