A Father's Trust

Tears flow effortlessly
I'm too weak
I disobeyed a father's trust
I showed a friend deep betrayal

I found the line between right and wrong
I chose the more appealing side
I ruined the life I had once gained
I left my happiness at home

I let down God along with many others
I cannot be trusted with freedom
I made mistakes one couldn't believe
I sinned greater than one girl could know

I broke the law and felt no guilt
I broke a heart and felt no mercy
I lost a friend very close to me
I gained people I cannot rely on

I am not where I want to be
I want to turn back around
I now know what I did was wrong
I now know what was lost has been found

I need to refind the line between right and wrong
I need to come across the land
Back to the good, away from the evil
But to do that, I need a father's trust