A Different Life 9!!!

I walked into her room, she looked up and her face filled with concern making my brain work overtime with questions. Why is she looking like that? Does she know something? Is she mad? She stood up walked the front of her desk and motioned for me to sit/lean beside her. My feet unwillingly made their way other.

She placed a hand on my shoulder and asked "Allyasia you and I both know what happened half an hour ago so no need to ask you that. But when Wayne asked you that question you hesitated before you responded. It is normal to hesitate in times like that but I think you hesitated for another reason. Can you tell me the reason you hesitated"?

A knot caught in my throat. What should I say? No scratch that, what can I say? Finally thought of something. "I hesitated because I was angry I didn’t want you guys to know that I had a friend who was in that kind of situation." Okay so it was a lie but, what would have done; tell her the truth I doubt it.

She nodded but I don’t think she believed. She patted me on the back, stood up straight looked me deep in the eyes making full eye contact "I want you to know this, whenever you need to talk to someone about anything. From something that happened to a friend, you, a relative, you, anyone know that I am here for you always".

I nodded my head and turned to leave. Once I was out the door something hit me. When she was talking about her always being there for me to talk to she said about me TWICE.

*******TWO DAYS LATER***********

I was sitting in lunch pushing the meatballs in my spaghetti around with me plastic fork. I was sitting alone. I just didn’t feel up to sitting with James, Devin, or Christa. In fact I hadn’t for the past two days now.

But I have noticed that Devin and Christa spend almost all day together. They have been doing that for a while now. Wouldn’t it suck if he asked her out and they were a couple? I have to admit it. YES I am jealous that they spend so much time together. All I want to know is WHY? I have a feeling he likes her and I know for a fact that she likes him because she has that drooling reaction every time he walks away. He doesn’t see it but I do.
James has been sitting with another group of people and I don’t blame him. I wouldn’t want to be around them either. Ugh! Life really sucks right now!

******THE NEXT DAY*******

I was lying on my bed reading the clock on my nightstand. 11:55 AM. These two questions kept pestering me Should I got to school? Should I stay home? I mean I have missed half the school day anyways.

Oh I forgot to mention today I turned 16 today! I am partially happy because I am a year older. I am also half unhappy because my age is the only thing that has changed. My situation is still the same. I sit up pull off the clothes I had planned to go to school in and pulled on a t-shirt and some shorts.
I crawl back into bed and begin drifting to sleep.

******LATER ON THAT DAY*******

I wake up to hear my name being called. "Asia….Asia…..Asia wake up". I wake up turn over and slowly open my eyes to see James standing in front of my with a smile on his face. "What are you doing here"?
"I came to drop off the assignments you missed today". "Oh, you didn’t have to". He shrugged I had nothing else to do. "How did you get in"? "The door wasn’t locked so I came in." "Oh" was all I said. I flipped the covers off me and stood up. I started walking toward the door to my room when I noticed how quiet James had gotten. I turned around to see his confused and sort of sad face.

"What is it James"?
"You tell me"
"What?"
"Asia don’t play stupid what is that thing on your back"

What was he talking about? It couldn’t be the bruise because I had a shirt on. Anyways I turned around to see what was on my back and what do you know The t-shirt had a big hole in the back exposing part of my big and still growing black bruise. Dang!!
My heart dropped into my stomach. My shoulders slumped. My feet felt weak, and my back started to throb all at once.
I felt tears run down my cheeks. This CAN’T be happening! Please tell me it isn’t! Please!!!

"Tell me NOW ASIA NOW!!" James voice boomed.
I hadn’t ever heard James yell in my life. He got angry and PO’ed but he never yelled well at least not in front of me.

I sat on my bed and tried to think up a good lie but he had too much evidence against me. SO I had no choice but to tell him the truth. When I had finished I looked up to see his sad eyes. They were filled with sympathy. He sat down beside me and pulled me to him and hugged me. I hugged him very tightly not wanting to let go. He gasped and choked "Cutting off air supply Asia". I laughed and let go. He started breathing hard and then started laughing with me.

I finally stopped laughing got up and led him downstairs. Seeing as how sad we both were I decided this called for some butter pecan ice-cream. We finished eating our own separate bowl. I leaned back and pulled him down to me and kissed him on the cheek.

I whispered "Thank you so much James for everything". He looked up and smiled a little. Then bent down and kissed me. He placed his lips on mine and I felt that same tingling sensation. He gave me several small quick kisses before I kissed him longer.

I pushed my lips harder on his. Kissing them slowly. He opened his mouth and slid his tongue into my mouth (I have no idea what I am writing). It explored my mouth giving me this ecstatic feeling. I let out a loud groan making him his me harder. The harder he kissed me the harder I kissed him. He moaned slightly when I slowed the kiss down kissing him nice and slow.

I have to admit I haven’t kissed many guys but maybe about three. I am not the best kisser in the world but I guys NOT practicing made me better.
We pulled apart and I was panting like I had just ran the mile run without stopping. He lifted my china and I saw we were both smiling big.

What am I doing? Why had I all of a sudden liked James? He wrapped his arms around my waste and then said these six DREADFUL WORDS. "We have to tell the police".
My body froze up…WHAT DID HE JUST SAY!!!?????