A Different Life 5 pt.1

I finally decided to get up from bed; I hadn’t been able to go to sleep last night. Well I attempted it but the one time sleep did come I had a nightmare. I had dreamed that Caleb would come home and be in a full rush of furry. I swear to you that I felt those fists pounding me all over I could feel the blood trickling from my nose and mouth. I couldn’t take it anymore after a while I forced myself to wake up. The reason I say forced is because I don’t know if other people have this problem but I do. Well anyways when I have a nightmare the worst of kinds I can’t wake up. I try and try but it feels like something is holding me, blocking me from waking up. Sometimes I think that I am a little weird. I had another one of my breathing spells. Also when I have nightmares I can’t breathe. I am trying to breath but I am really actually in real life holding my breath. I try to gasp but I can’t no air is coming in. When I force myself with all my strength to wake up, I am gasping for air. It’s like I suffocate myself.

I lay awake after I woke up. I didn’t dare to go back to sleep. I never do. I was shaking with fear. I was frightened. I dreaded when Caleb would come back home, knowing that when he woke up he would remember but he wouldn’t do anything to me until later when he felt better, comforted me a little. But not very much.

I looked at the clock that was in the middle of both Izzy’s bed and mine it read 8:45. I had to get Izzy up and ready and then myself. I flick the light on then retraced my steps to Izzy’s bed.

"Izzy wake up"
"No…I don’t want to" she mumbled.
"Okay then don’t go to Chuckie Cheese’s then" I shrugged and started to turn away.
"WAIT…I am getting up" she sat up quickly. I knew once those words left my mouth she would get up. Laughing at her I walked over to her closet, mine was on the other side of the room.
"What do you want to wear" I asked searching.
"No…No don’t do that I can do it" she stated.
"Okay, Okay I ‘m letting you do your own thing" I said playfully. Then I added sounded a little disappointed "But I wanted to help you but never mind".
"Well too bad I want to do it on my own" she laughed. I laughed with her.
I walked over to my closet and started looking for something to wear. Then I heard Izzy ask me a question.
"What did you say Izzy" I asked.
"I asked you how old is the girl"
"Ten just like you but…it’s not a girl it’s a boy"
"WHAT a boy but boys are mean and rude" Izzy said she just turned 10 a month ago she still thought boys were icky, ha ha. But she was kind of right some boys are total jerks.
"Oh come on Izzy, give him the benefit of the doubt." I say chuckling.
"Okay whatever, I’m telling you if he starts being all mean and gross I am going to let him have it".
"Okay but don’t be too mean" I say.
"It depends on how mean he is to me"
"Izzy" I say.
"Okay fine I will be a Polite Penny." She laughed.
I have no clue where she got the saying from. "Come on crazy" I said and I scooted her into the bathroom.
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I was wearing just some jeans and a hoodie. I also decided I would wear the Pastry shoes Christa had gotten me. I put my straight black hair into a side ponytail. Izzy was wearing some shorts and a short sleeved top. With some sketchers.
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We walked into Chuckie Cheese’s and Izzy was already picking out things to get on and into. She was really happy. I paid for her tokens and I have her 15 and kept 25 with me. I was going to hold onto them so she didn’t lose them. When she ran out she could come and get more.
We looked around searching for Devin and his cousin. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and I turned around. Devin.
"Hi" he said flashing an irresistible smile.
"Hi" Izzy and I both said at the same time.
"So I guess I should take you to the table." He looked down at Izzy and said "Get ready to meet Javin" he said.
We started to follow him when Izzy pulled me down and whispered "I hope that Javin is nice like his cousin". I hoped so too, for his sake. Sometimes when Izzy got mad or annoyed she could get harsh.

THX 4 READING I DON’T REALLY KNOW WHEN PART 2 WILL BE OUT BUT RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO GO AND GET READY TO GO