A Best Friends Love {Chapter 18}

Mitchie's P.o.V

I fought as hard as I could against the darkness, I wanted so bad to be away from it, I put all of my concentrated will into fighting the darkness and I eventually won after what seemed to be eternity. I awoke in a white room with no recollection of how I got there, I tried to move my left arm and felt a pulling I looked down and saw an IV bag, then it dawned on me I was in the hospital.

Alex's P.o.V

We waited 2 hours which seemed more like 2 months for the doctors to come out, finally they did and we finally heard good news. "Michelle is doing good w goot all the glass out and the trauma isn't significant, but there are a few problems one being she has a concussion and a bad one at that but it'll heal by itself, she also has 3 fractured ribs from the impact of being hit and flipped as many times as she did, a few of the glass wounds were deep so we cleaned and dressed them you have to change the dressings twice a day." the doctor instructed sounding like a know it all maybe it was cuz I'm not a doctor and he is or maybe because I'm paranoid with worry, "And one last thing your sister is a fighter, even though the accident probably could have killed her she has been fighting her ass off to survive and I know you may not like to hear this but we lost her out on the table when we had to remove the glass from her chest, we underestimated how much glass she had in her body and she started to bleed out but we got her some transfusions, we had to sedate her to keep her heart stable so when you go to see her don't upset her okay?" the doctor said it seemed like everything he said came out in a rush. We were finally allowed to see Mitchie, she didn't look like herself she was hooked up to iv bags, her hair was a mess and she was scratched up. I sat on the couch across 4rm her bed and watched as she slept ever so peacefully, I guess I fell asleep cuz when I woke mitchie was awake and staring at me. "Hey babe how you feeling?" I asked walking toward the bed, "my stomach n ribs hurt like a trick and I have a crap load of scars that I'm pretty sure are gonna take to the end of time to heal and I have a blood bag in my arm but other than that I'm good" she replied half sarcastically, I know she hates hospitals who doesn't, but it sicks when you're in one and you have no choice but to stay.

Mitchie stayed in the hospital for a week and I didn't leave her side at all, when we finally got news that she was going home it was like a bachlorette party on a crack, we were all excited Mitchie was finally coming home and Greg of all people was the happiest he was able to stay home for a month before he had to go back, Mitchie and Greg spent almost all of his time together cuz Mitchie wasn't allowed to go to school for 1½ months. I came home one day from school and Mitchie was talking to Brian even though things were good between Mitch and me I still felt jealous even though I had no reason to be I mean here I had the girl of my dreams so why was I jealous. "Hey babe, Hey Brian" I greeted dropping a kiss on Mitchies forehead as I dropped my body on the arm of the couch, "Hey" the replied simultaneously. Even though Brian said that he was ok with just being friends with Mitch it was obvious that he wasn't, I saw the way that he looked at her I saw the way he watched her it was like he was a fat kid n Mitchie was the cake he had once n still wanted.

To be honest Brian was an okay guy from my point of view that is, I wasn't really sure what Mitchie saw in him in the first place but then again I never understood any of the guys she tried to or had dated. The more n more I thought about Brian the more angry I got, I didn't understand why, like why was I jealous I as head over heels in love with my best friend n she felt the same way, but then I was jealous because of a little speck on the picture. It's not me to be jealous I'm just not a jealous person it's like you can have the car that I want and I could have a beat up pickup truck but I wouldn't be jealous n envy you like the other tricks n guys do. I wanted so bad to just punch him in the face but I didn't want to upset Mitchie, after he left I sat there wondering I guess that I must have looked pretty pissed cuz Mitchie asked if something was bothering me, "Naw babe I'm just thinking" I answered still not looking at her, "Well what are you thinking about it must be pretty disturbing or it's making you angry" she said sitting up from her position on the couch, "It's about you and Brian".

Mitchie's P.o.V

Alex had been looking pretty pissed off since coming over and seeing Brian but I don't really understand why I mean come on I know I dated Brian and everything but that was behind us, we were strictly friends nothing more, Brain and Alex were good friends or at least on friendly terms around me that is, "You ok you is something bothering you?" I asked after Brian had left "Naw babe I'm just thinking" he answered still not looking at me, "Well what are you thinking about it must be pretty disturbing or it's making you angry" I said sitting up from her position on the couch, "It's about you and Brian" he answered finally looking at me and for the first I think in history I saw jealousy in Alex's eyes, "Umm ok what about me and Brian?" I asked confused, "What the hell do you not see the friggin way he looks at you" he asked anger clear and strong in his voice.

"Ok seriously calm down Brian is just a friend stop being jealous" I sighed that was a huge mistake. "jealous michelle!!! Really you think I'm jealous are you like blind or something not to see the way he looks at you" Alex yelled standing in front of the t.v. "Get over your self like for real Brian and me are just friends he knows that we can't be anything more he doesn't look at me any different than he does his other female friends aight!!!!!!" I yelled back pissed off, at that moment I didn't wanna deal with Alex anymore I was still recovering and wasn't really in the mood for all of his jealousy crap. "Get out" I said softly knowing he could hear me, "What?" he asked looking tired "I know you heard me just get the hell out of here please" I whispered again as I rose from the couch I almost fell forward and tried to steady myself Alex reached out to help but I shrugged him off, I decided it was better to just stay where I was so I wouldn't need anymore of his help,

"Baby I'm sorry I overreacted" Alex pleaded trying to apologize, I sank back into the couch and laid down turning to face to back of the couch instead of the T.V where Alex wouldn't stop trying to talk to me. After 5 minutes of pleading he finally left, I was to furious to sleep cuz how could he think that of Brian I thought they were friends bust obviously not if he was throwing him under the bus and shizz, it wasn't like Alex it never had been and I don't think it ever would be, Alex had always been the peaceful one of us 2 I was the hothead and had not patience while he was peaceful and patient and tolerant. I didn't and couldn't grasp why Alex was so damn jealous I mean yea I understand that before me n him I had dated Brian and I had lost my V-card with Brian but that was the past and how could you move toward the future if someone won't let the damn past go.

AND GUESSie what oh Ahead you guessed right I'm on summer vacation till Sept it started last week but I had major writers block sorry I promise to try n update more.