Pain

I been through pain,
It feels like pouring rain,
But only this rain is vain,
I feel like going insane
How will I ever remain,
I don't know how to explain.

Maybe it's because I can't contain,
All I can see is a pink clock
Also I feel like it will never be unlocked
Trippin over keys with locks
I'm still hearing this sound called tick tock
And trust me it feel like hella rocks
Standing here with an headache.

Man I feel so fucking pathetic,
I know this pain is personal
Just because it's been happening occasionally,
But I'm so scared because unfortunately
I know this pain is more emotional
And that's what scares me, it's permanent.