You Saved My Life

Okay so this happened when I was in a really down place and nobody cared except for my current boyfriend <3 Thanks babe. Thank you for opening your door for me :)
Its dark in here. I don't know where I am. I'm stuck with all of my fears and forever I'll be damned.
I can't feel myself. I'm extremely numb. This isn't a game anymore. No time to play dumb.
Do you hear that? A scream? A crash? A shatter? A laugh? The laugh...a laugh full of mock and evil. Kill me now. Please, I'm reaching out. Why can't anyone hear me shout? I can't take the noise, get me out!

I'm trapped. No escape. No exit. No entrance. No air. No sign of life anywhere. Get me out of this other worlds' hell. Am I only an angel that just fell?
Can I be something...more? Like the way I was before? Its cold. So cold. Where do I go? This place sucks. It blows.
Take me to a place where I can see, I live, I breathe. I want to be happy and loved. I want to see the stars above.

Why am I here? Do I deserve this? Am I doing this to myself? I guess all I need is a hug and a kiss. But you see, I'm not worth the love or the space. I need less than this. I don't belong anywhere.
I can't see your face...I can't see your heart. Do not close that door
completely, please, no. Do not close that door.

Everyone has closed their doors on me,

Hey, are you really opening your door for me?
Do you know what you're doing?
Do you mean harm?...

I see the light and I see who you are and I rush up to you into your open arms.
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Published: 4/14/2011
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