Brave

Standing here,
In front of you,
I don't know what to say.
I've always imagined this moment,
I just never thought it'd happen.
I want to tell you how much it hurts,
How much I want to be there
With you,
How much I love you.
But I'm not that brave...
I want to just wrap my arms around you,
Close that distance between us.
But I can't...
I want to, so bad...
I want us to be close,
To be together,
To be in love,
To be all I dream...
But dreams aren't reality.
If they were,
You'd be here...
Loving me.
I just want you.
But I don't know how to say it,
How to tell you.
I'm just not that brave.