I Miss

I miss the days
Where I could always smile
Because my pain wouldn't matter
In a little while

I miss the days
Where the drama was theirs
And my role was to win
Their laughter and stares

I miss the times
When I was the laughter
Everyone would just
Smile thereafter

I miss my friends
As they were in high school
And it didn't matter if
I was a fool

I miss being
Someone who was just there
Who didn't quite matter
And didn't care

I miss being
A side character in
In own damn life
I just narrated

I wish that you
Could see me now
There's no head in the clouds
I'm laying on the ground

I lay here
But you are stronger
Wherever you are
I'm needed no longer

I'll keep living
And I'll keep fighting
I'll grow stronger
While I'm writing
I'll move on
And forget about you
I just hope
That you forget too