Who Am I?

I like being alone with the stars at night
Sitting with my best friends Pen and Papers
DOES THAT MAKE ME SOLITARY?

I'm thinking of too many things
When others think its too early to do so
DOES THAT MAKE ME WORRY?

I hide the truth from others
When hearing the truth could be hurt
DOES THAT MAKE ME LAIR?

My tears have never seen my smile
My smile!......I don't know if i have one
DOES THAT MAKE ME SAD?

It takes me so long to think
Of an answer for YES , NO questions!
DOES THAT MAKE ME HESITANT?

I get hurt and we all do
But I don't hurt others in return
DOES THAT MAKE ME COWARD?

I would leave my luck for someone
Who needs it more
DOES THAT MAKE ME STUPID?

I will achieve my dreams
Which are away bigger than me
DOES THAT MAKE ME INSANE?

I don't look at what i don't want to see
I closed my eyes to live
DOES THAT MAKE ME BLIND?

When I look at my mirror
I see a girl through the mist
DOES THAT MAKE HER ME?????