Unnamed

I think of you
With my eyes closed
I think of you
Before I go to sleep,
To me you're nothing but a ghost
Yet I feel like you complete me.

They call it faith
But it just doesn't seem right
I never believed in soul-mates,
They call it love
Is that what it is?
But then why does it burn? It hurts.

I know you
Yet you don't know me
Those lies I fed you seem so wrong,
You've become
Part of my reality
Nothing seems to be enough anymore.

I want you close
I want you close to me
I want to feel the sweetness of your lips,
They say love is dark
And you can lose yourself in it,
But to me it all seems so clear.

I made my life
The way I wanted it
I keep to myself
So you won't get hurt
But if you knew half of what I am
You'd walk away and I won't be able to let go.

I said "I love you"
Like it had no meaning
To all those people
That wanted me to feel,
But I never felt anything but numbness
And now...now it all feels so real.

You say I'm crazy,
That is what they told me
But I just know you and me are right,
I've never waited for anything like this
And now you're the only one
I want to be beside.

That lazy morning
I had your arms around me
That lazy morning
We sat on those dumb stairs
That day maybe meant something,
I can barely wait for a day like that again.