My World

I don't know where to begin
My world's caving in
When will it end?
When will everything mend?
When will it stop
And get better like before?
Is there no love
In this world any more?
When will my life

Go back to what it was?
Everything's messed up
What is it because?
Was it cause you left
Me here to die
As you watched me rot
And watched me cry
Was it cause you don't care
Any more?
Life's not fair
Of that I am sure

Will things get better?
Will things get worse?
Will I live my life,
Like I have a curse?
You put me down whenever you can
Because you don't have the guts to act like a man

Will you finally realize what you do to me
Will you realize with you I no longer feel free
I no longer feel safe to lean into your arms
The first time you hurt me set off an alarm
I can't trust you at all
You let me fall
You left me there on the ground
After you got done throwing me around
I need to be strong
And stand up to you
Instead of letting you get away
With what you do

I realize with pain that you aren't the one for me
This isn't how love's supposed to be
Hatred and fights that have no end
And to think we were once best friends

I finally stood up to you and yelled in your face
You shoved me back with a look of distaste
You slapped me hard and left a mark
I ran outside into the dark
I ran forever, I just couldn't stop
I finally sit down near a cop
He asks if everything's okay
Yeah, just running, is what I say
He looks at my bruises
He looks at my cuts
He tells me to follow him
He said I must
I slowly get up and follow him along

I'm scared so I start to sing one of my favorite song
I keep this up as we move on
We get to a house
Not to far from home
He leads me inside
Where a lady greets me
"Well hello my dear how you be?"
Fine I answer and then turn around to leave
"Not yet dear, stay, please"
So I stay and they help me talk through my pain
Then we sit and listen to the sound of the rain
I finally leave, feeling completely new
Imagine what good friends can do