I Miss You

I made a promise I won't hurt myself anymore.
I broke it.

I said I never loved.
I lied.

I said I would be satisfied.
I wasn't.

I said I wouldn't break.
I collapsed.

I don't quite know.
How to say, how I feel.

I knew where to run to. What to say.
I had something to hang on to.

...... I still do. Always will.

But it isn't you. Nothing like you.

It hurts me.
Makes me bleed.
Then leaves scars behind.
I don't like it, but it's all I have.

No matter how hard I tried.
I don't think I can forget.
Left in confusion.
Life lost.

Honestly.
I Miss You.
A lot.