Back Again

It's back...
The feeling.... of
Loneliness..unwanted....no happiness...
The feeling of pain...sorrow .....
The feeling......
It has come back....
Yo haunt me....
Haunt me in my dreams...my life....worst of all it's taking over my brain...
It's back and it's worst then ever

Why is it back?
Am I to dumb to realize what's going on around me
Why did I suddenly feel this way
Why must I feel this way...I was happy
Until this feeling came back

I thought it was gone
Thought it would never come back
Thought I have grown out of this stage

I've tried to over come it
I've tried to ignore it
But it's must to powerful to ignore
It's way too powerful to push to the side

The feeling..it's getting worse...
How can I control it ?
When I don't know where it's coming from

It's back...
The feeling.... of
Loneliness..unwanted....no happiness...
The feeling of pain...sorrow .....
The feeling......
It has come back....
To haunt me....
Haunt me in my dreams...my life....worst of all it's taking over my brain...
It's back and it's worst then ever

What is the feeling you've asked?
You haven't guessed it yet?

It's the feeling....the thought...of

Suicide