I'm Sorry

This is my redemption,
The only one.

This is my "I'm Sorry",
You've been begging for.

Its my relaxation,
Of where it went wrong.

I finally know now,
It was just to much going on.

And I never had the chance to tell you,
How beautiful you really are.

In my eyes,
Its so hard to tell you,

All the lies, the goodbyes, all the fights,
Were my fault.

I apologize is so much easier
In a poem.

I wish everything else could be easier,
But we don't always get what we want.

I know I told you,
I didn't care and never would,
I know I was stupid,
And was a jerk for no reason at all.

I'm truly sorry,
For this isn't a lie.
But just because i have my regrets doesn't mean I want you back.

So we can finally say our farewells,
without screaming them into the silence.

We can finally stop the crying,
That which you wont admit you have done.
But it doesn't matter, because now its my turn,
To say I'm sorry.
To say those words.