Hate

These feelings of hate I have inside
I thought we were happy to myself I lied
This pain inside I cannot hide
Thinking about the days when you were by my side
These feeling inside are oh so strong

I pray for happiness for this I long
I ask myself why does he treat me like this
Did I do something wrong is there something I missed
I wish I could hide behind closed doors
But I know this would pleasure him all the more

Feeling down and getting lower everyday
I wish I could turn off my feeling and find my way
These feelings are growing of this I am sure
This broken-hearted girl forever more
I wish the lord would take control over me

Releasing my soul into a better places to be
Then there will be happiness all round
The world on my shoulders would be unbound
Tear drops falling down my face
Lord please take me to a better place

As I am praying I hope you are hearing
Living this life I will always be fearing
As all I ever feel is heartache
My own life I may take