I Wish

I wish...
Mhm..what do I wish for...
If I had one wish I would wish for...
A mom/dad that cares
Parents that are there for me
When I need them the most
When I'm crying..
How about you try to lift me up instead of putting me down ?
How about you make an effort to start to care...
Or is it to late ?
All these years ? no love just pain ?
Maybe it is to late
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I wish for a school to look forward to.....
I wish for a nice house to live in...
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I wish to be trusted...
I wish that I didn't have to tell you 5% of the story
I wish that I can tell you it all
I wish to be forgiven
I wish to be happy for once
To be happy with the life I live
To be happy with the face I have..the face that god gave me
Why must I be so miserable ?
I wish to never give up......
So I won't have to worry if I still will live
So I won't have to worry about no cutting myself
I wish that I can just....
Be me
That is my one wish..
Is just to be happy for who I am..
But somehow I can't
Wishes are for fairy-tails
And I'm in reality....

If only I had one wish...