Busy

It is a constant fight, day and night to keep my time in line. Living my life with no cares as I give in to worldly pleasures, instead of making way for things that matter, giving no room for my creator and savior not filling my body with his word of life that last forever. As I starve I become exhausted with all the time I have wasted through my lifestyle that has been manipulated by the one who is most hated. I feel overcome with criticisms from everyone, I believe in me but I am the only person, they tell me I am done and my chances of succeeding are none and I let what they have said get to my head living life like I am dead making decisions that I dread. Problems surround me here, distractions there and emptiness everywhere, but I just sit there and complain that life is not fair.

No longer will I leave my destiny to chance, no way! I've decided today that I will not waste another day, the way I have been living is lazy and empty spending time on things that are worth nothing. I will no longer be obsessed with physical pleasures that are meaningless, I will live life to the fullest and impress the one who knows and loves me best. I will need to feed off his word and digest to get rid of the emptiness in my chest and then I will no longer have a life of busyness.