4:37 AM

I think I shall set an end to this.
I will remove the feelings from existence.
I don't deserve you.
I don't know if I could ever be right for you.
Trying to strive for something I know I could never attain is ridiculous.
I'm tired, I'm sore, and yet I feel nothing.
I'm emotionally numb.
No need for rambling.
I haven't made up my undecided mind yet.
You're not the only one who is feeling unsure.
I hope you know, that I am confused.
I'm not sure what to do.
I never am.
I possibly am just scared.
Scared of everything this represents.
I hate that part of me that whispers the negative.