Silence

I've never thought I'd hear it again,
Hear that beautiful silence.
But for some reason,
In the dark silence,
I can only think of you..
And death.
As the blood seeps through my wrists,
And as those bloody tears flood from my face,
I can only think of you.
ONLY you.
The beautiful silence I had once loved has become torture to me.
But at the same time,
I always ache for this beautiful silence.
No matter how much it kills me.
Cuz I can't wait to be killed anyway.
So why not die in the silence...